WOO HALLOWEEN

Today is Halloween and I'm so happy :D There I am taking pictures cause I'm a nerd like that :D

I'm so excited and I haven't even gone Trick or Treating yet but PFFFT

COME ON HURRY THE FUCK UUUUP D:

Drivers Ed. :B

I started today. They said we get our permits soon

AND WHO EVER THE FUCK TOLD ME DRIVING WAS EASY IS INSANE.

There's too much to know D:

Paranormal Activity

Okay so..
I'm like, this total horror movie junkie.
I love them.
They make me laugh
I never jump, I never scream
My heart races from the suspense but I always feel good after I watch one.


I didn't scream, I didn't jump (It didn't really have sudden stuff, just things that were expected), I laughed, but some parts did freak me out a little.

The beginning is really slow and it takes a while to get into.

There was a part where she got dragged down the hallway though..

I could not stop laughing. It was just so funny.

I mean, when she falls out of bed and starts going down the hall, the look on her face combined with her screaming "MICHAAAAA" and having the door slammed... It just looked so god damned funny. xDD

Anyway, the ending sucked ass... but it wasn't something I had expected.


I applaud everyone who was part of the making of this movie, but I laugh in the faces of people who lost sleep over it.

Stressors.

Number one... Family.

Parents: They recently got into a fight. Like, REALLY recently and its still freaking me out a little, but I was having problems with them for the past few weeks, and they continually blame it on me, but one of them at least knows its not totally me and my temper...

Sister Number One (Jenny: Age 14) : She causes me hell. Not joking. Its every five minutes, and I know I'm letting the small things bother me, but these things usually escalate into something bigger. We can start with the occasional loudness and loss of attention towards the volume of her voice while indoors. There is no such thing as an indoor voice for her. However, then that moves on to her telling my friends lies, and my friends believing her. One of them told me that anyone who believes my sister is a retard. I don't think she realized she just called herself a retard. *cough* Anyway, lets leave it with she told people things I supposedly said behind their backs about their relationship which is untrue. I'm not one of those people who talk about shit like that behind someone's back without knowing about it first...

Sister Number Two (Laren: Age 12): She's fine. She doesn't give a shit what happens between my friends, but I worry about her sometimes. I think she's going to get sick or hurt badly some day because of the way she acts around boys... and girls.

Number Two... Friends

Friend Number 1: This has been going on since two or three months into freshman year. She tells me that she hates my other friend, but when I ask her why, she tells me the same thing over and over. "I just don't like her." I never found this a reason, and they way she says it, I can just tell there's something else, and I would like to know so I can get things settled. My other friend and I have always talked about how nice it would be if the four of us could all get alone and become as good of friends as we were during middle school. Other than that, she kind of ditched me for some I really can't stand, and I actually have a reason. Lets just start with she puts me down... all the time. I became fed up with it. Next, she is two years younger than me... and because she skipped a grade or two means that she has every right in the world to try and power over me and tell me how shitty my drawings or mosaics or what ever is. Last, she said she doesn't care about me. Why? Because I'm supposedly goth and I really could give a shit what she thinks. I don't think she's used to having someone tell her they don't care what she thinks, no matter how blunt she thinks she is. Another thing about this friend, she worries me too because she said that she needed to change her style so she could make more friends.... I never really understood what was wrong with having two or three close ones.

Friend Number Two: Oh god how I would love to talk about this, but she would see it and that would probably be the end of it for us...

Friend Number Three: I would love to apologize for everything that has happened over the past three or four  months, but its really hard for me to, and I can't figure out why exactly. I don't know if its because deeps down, I really do hate your friends for the way they treat you, or because you put yourself down when ever you get into fights that were probably unnecessary in the first place, or maybe because one of them happens to be a two-faced, manipulative, elitist bitch... well... that's what I think but now I'm sure some way they will find this and this will be the last time I will ever speak to any of you... But anyway... I wish I could say sorry, but I really can't.

Number Three... School

School its self is just self explanatory. I have been sick for a long time, I mean, I was sick from labor day weekend to about two weeks ago, and just when I thought it was all over, I catch a viral infection that isn't treatable., but mimics the bacterial one that is treatable that we all know as strep throat... so lets leave it at I'm always tired, my neck and throat hurt, I can't breathe because my nose is stuffed, I can never really tell how loud anything is because my head is congested and recently my chest started to hurt a little for a few days. I'm already getting better, thank god, but I have been home from school for exactly two days, and the last five or six times my mother offered me to stay home and sleep, I refused because why? Simple. I had tests. I love how much the people I live with give a shit about the schools dumb-ass Swine Flu H1N1 (sorry, didn't want to offend anyone) letter sent home about cold and flu symptoms, which I had in both cases of my sicknesses.

 Hell, at least I got all A's this term in return...

Strep...

So I thought I had it and it can be treated with Anti-biotics.

NO. I take that back. I was POSITIVE, CERTAIN, WHATEVER. It was OBVIOUS that I did. You could see the giant white spots in the mirror when I looked down my throat. It felt like strep, I was exhausted, I could hardly eat, blisters were covering the back of my throat, I was running a 102 degree fever... its just horrible.

I went to the doctor... but guess what.

Its not strep. Its a virus, which means I have to deal with it.


Fuck my life.




Other than that..

I have learned that talking to a cop is really really awkward... Probably not a good idea to talk about why.

Twice :Db

So twice this week I did the same thing.

I got someone in trouble because they offended me in some way.

I decided this year that no one is fucking with me because I've gone on with it too long.

They may call mea  pussy or a sissy or whatever because I can resolve it through higher authoritiy figures like he dean of students and superintendent. Its a sure way to have them get punished for what they did without  getting myself hurt emotionally or physically or in trouble.

...Bitch.

I think I hate Miyavi.

He's going on a US tour and today I found a post on Shattered-Tranquility about him adding more tour dates.

I got really excited and started reading.

BUT GUESS WHAT.

He added like FOUR MORE dates.

BUT THEY WERE ALL IN CALIFORNIA.

He completely skipped over Chicago.

Everyone skips over Chicago.

BUT HE GOES TO ATLANTA






YEAH THAT MAKES TOTAL SENSE


Fucking hell.

California has enough already...

I'm  moving to California.

Best day at the mall... ever

I now have two sock buddies.

YES. I SAID SOCK BUDDIES.

So my sisters and a friend of theirs decided to go on some weird ass epic adventure quest to every store on the ground floor of our mall.

It was a lot of fun. Especially when we got to Joureys.

Some guy was standing outside and he worked there. He asked us to buy some socks so he took us inside.

He said that if we didn't have enough money, he would throw in a few dollars. We didn't have enough and we ended up giving these two guys named Adam and Sergio a pair of socks because they threw in a few dollars. xD

It was lots of fun, and that wasn't even half of it. They signed them, gave us hugs and it was just an awesome time.

HOLY FUCK

*flipping through channels*

GOD I HATE TV THERES NEVER ANYTHING TO WATCH

*keeps looking* *pauses* *eyes widen*


HOLY SHIT ORIGINAL YU GI OH

Its on at 9 AM on Saturdays. Guess what I'm doing. :3

Good news.... and Bad news...

Good news: Went to see the "Stepfather". Plan on seeing "Where the Wild Things Are" next weekend if possible.

Bad news: ...my sister met her... the one I hate... I'm so fucking screwed..

Aaah...

Today was so nice.
I went to Panera Bread with the GSA and I think I had about 387429874238 pounds lifted off my shoulders.

We talked about our feelings and things that have been troubling us and sharing things we thought related to the current conversations

It was so nice, but I don't think I could talk as much as I did with certain people there because it had to do with them.

Its a good thing I could when I did...

This weekend..

I had a four day weekend :D
It was fun. I spent Thurday Night, Friday and Saturday at my friends house and when I came home I was invited to another's.

I stayed at her house that night after we had some fun at the Halloween store.
They're more fun than they should be.

When I got home on Sunday, I did some yardwork and after being screamed at, screaming back, getting dirty and eating my mom finally took me to the movies and picked up two of my friends.

We saw Zombieland.

And I could really go for a Twinkie.


Now its just trying to convince someone to take me and two other friends to go see 9 next weekend.