Speech

So I have to do a speech

I decided to do it on PRO Gay Marriage and Rights because its something I'm more passionate about, and I don't think many people would appreciate it if I did it about something I was a little more passionate about. *coughmyreligioncough*

I'm almost up to two pages, and the last time my outline was this long, my speech was almost five minutes long.

I think I'll do better though... now that I can speak about it with a little more emotion.

I think its kind of dumb that my school blocked all the websites about sodomy laws though...

I almost had to check out two giant law books then they told me I can't because they're reference books =_=;;

So now I have to go during STEN and get what I can...

Writing...

I feel like writing.

Like, hardcore story.

Like, sixty-page-long story like I did in eighth grade, but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT >:C

Help ;~~:

Eh..

So today is my neighbor's birthday party.

I don't think his birthday is until Monday, but I decided to go for at least a little.
I've known him for ten years and he has always sort of been a brother to me.

I haven't really hung out with him or anything for a few years, but today was no different.

His parents pissed him off so he wasn't talking much, despite the fact he had his friends over, so I stole a Mtn. Dew and left.

I walked right in front of him, and left. I don't think he even noticed. xD

If I'm lucky he'll try and get me to do something later, but I don't know if I'm up to it yet.

What ever.

Happy Birthday, Collin.

The drama never ends...

I think I stopped talking about this about a week ago.
I talk to you and you just throw it back in my face.

I feel like crying because I don't want to deal with this anymore...
Just a shit load of drama thrown onto my shoulders every time I turn around.

I tried to stop it, but apparently, it's not working.

NOT. FAIR.

So I have a friend in Chicago.

NO WAIT

HAD a friend in Chicago.

Now he's a friend in Texas.

And it was really disappointing when he told me he moved cause I was hoping we could be all like "YEAH, DIR EN GREY'S BACK." and we would go see them live and live happily ever after.

BUT NO

TEXAS HATES ME

FUCKERY IN DIS HERE BLOG! :D

ALLISAN WAS HERE!!!! :D

OMFGOMFGOMFGOFMGFOMGF

Dir en Grey's coming back

THEY ARE COMING

BACK

OMFG

I'M SO HAPPY I'M CRYING ;~~~~;

*hiss*

I think I'm going to punch my mom.

Hard.

She won't stop bitching, and like, I'm not kidding.
Ever since she walked through the door.
And everytime I say something, she retaliates with some insult or comment about it.

And also, I have also found out the conditions of whether you are sick or not.

If you are sick you are either:

Puking or dead

If you are NOT sick you are:

Capable of using a computer and are capable of talking, walking, and hanging out with friends.

And when I say this, I mean, if I'm sick I am unable to do anything other that sit there, stare at the ceiling, puke and die.

I didn't know that being able to use a computer meant you can also run a marathon.

I honestly think my dad is about to explode.

Boo-hoo

Today while at my friends house she received a text message from my sister.

It said:

"BOTDF IS NO MORE D:"

Botdf = Blood on the Dance Floor

They were a techno/electronic/screamo (I guess) Band my sister had showed me a few months ago.

It consisted of two brothers whole obviously had some sort of grudge against each other.

According to one, the other raped a girl (even though he's openly gay... they both are)

and according to the other, the other had stole Merch money for his own personal pleasures.

They made decent music, though the vocalist really shouldn't sing.

Their lyrics made me laugh and the screaming wasn't so hardcore. It was soft enough that I could probably fall asleep listening to it.

Unfortunately, their differences led to their dis-bandment.

I will miss them and their music.

R.I.P BOTDF

I have something to share with you...

I lol'd

VISTLIP'S FIRST FULL ALBUM OMFG

I want it

Now

My mom owe's me like, fourty bucks

AND GUESS HOW MUCH IT COSTS?!

fourty bucks

what does that mean?

I'M BUYING IT
....NOW

it comes with NOT ONLY THE PV

BUT


THE MAKING OF TOO

HOLY SHIT

MUST

GET

NOOOOOOW

AHAHAHA

Oh my GOODNESS this year is off to a WONDERFUL start.

I think I have fought with the same friend, like, TEN times already and I think she might be mad at me for unknown reasons.

And NOW it hasn't even been a month of school and someone wants to kick my ass for the DUMBEST reasons.

Brb loling forever

Art Club

I wasn't sure whether to look forward to it or dread it.

I looked forward to it, but it wasn't nessicarially something I should have dreaded.

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, and at times, it was fun.

But, there were some words exchanged that mentioned some things I REALLY didn't want to deal with at that moment and it kind of ruined my mood for the rest of the day.

Fuck my life.

Sick D:

Sick all week and still sick..

Yet I managed to somehow make it through the entire week and weekend without totally bitching everyone's ears out.

I don't know what it is... some kind of killer cold that just won't go away. I started out with a massive headache and it moved onto a stuffed nose and a sore throat.

Then it moved onto a worse sore throat and fatigue.

And now I think I'm finally at the end. The sore throat is a lot better and I can breathe again.

Yay :D

Fucking dumb...

Websites blocked at school:

1: DeviantArt.com
-Reason: Nudity and Media Sharing

2: Gaiaonline.com
-Reason: Games

3: Photobucket.com
-Reason: Media Sharing

4: Youtube.com
-Reason: Media Sharing

5: Wolfhome.com
-Reason: Chats



...Sounds like we're closed off from the outside world.

And this sucks because a lot of the websites blocked I used daily last year for transfer purposes.

dA and Photobucket gave me a place to upload pictures/art/documents in order to get them from one place to another and use them for things I needed to do in class.

And I don't understand the nudity part for dA.
1: Its a form of art
2: Its expression
and 3: There's mature content warnings on the stupid art anyway.

I hate this school so much right now.

All I can do is blog (yay *no enthusiasm*) and look at band ohp's.