Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Low... Lower... Lower...

I'm sick of this house. I'm sick of this family. I'm sick of this life.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Leave it to Kaneland

Leave it to Kaneland to force the students to school during Apocolyptic weather.
Seriously.
Flipping trucks
Funnel Clouds
Tornado Sirens (I don't know if you're aware, but that DOES mean stay inside...)
No power
Lightning Strikes
60+ mile per hour winds
Top heavy buses in said wind...
Rain
Down power lines
Exploding Electrical boxes
No ovens
No Fridges
No way of making food
No way of running a class (You know, we do have windows but they don't provide that much light)

This is wrong.
This is so wrong.
Kaneland, what the fuck are you doing? Do you even KNOW how to run a fucking school?
Yeah, feed all the kids peanut butter and jelly sandwiches when half the kids are allergic to peanuts... THAT TOTALLY MAKES THE SITUATION SO MUCH BETTER.
I have never experienced such a lack of communication
I haven't experienced such shitty weather in a while
Seriously... what the fuck is wrong with you and your administration?
Are you upset because your test grades suck?
Are you sad because you like spending money on plasma screen TVs instead of actually fixing something?
Are you crying because your school is in debt because the state supposedly owes you money?
You're retarded.
So FUCKING retarded.

Did you NOT notice the mass amounts of people who were smart and stayed home?
How would you feel if you got caught in the middle of some law suit because you were too dumb to tell the buses "Turn around and bring them home"?
Oh yeah. Really smart. Really fucking smart.

The entire way to school all I could think was "Holy shit. I'm going to fucking die."
And then when I get here, your 100 year old generators have enough power to light up a total of like, ten class rooms.
Cheap ass school. Everything here is a piece of shit because YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE DOING
Yeah sure, tell all the teachers to show a movie...
WITH WHAT ELECTRICITY?
THERE WAS NONE.
RETARDS.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU, YOU STUPID PIECE OF SHIT SCHOOL.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

/sigh

Last night was the first night I had to work.
It went... swimmingly after I got the hang of things. I still don't know what to do half the time but whatever.
I spent most of the time setting tables and rolling silverware. I didn't mind doing it because it meant I didn't have to talk to many people. I've also proved my manly man-ness and carried a full linen bag up a flight of stairs and across a parking lot... which usually takes about two people to do.

But honestly, I think this is my limit.
I feel like shit.
I'm so tired its not even funny. It might be because it's so last minute... but...
Theres other problems that came along with this that I don't feel like facing right now.
I have to do all this paper work and I don't even have someone here to help me with it.
I need my license so I can actually get there but it didn't happen like it was supposed to because my mom doesn't have my birth certificate (Well, she does... she just doesn't know where it is atm.) or proof of insurance because she doesn't know where the card went.
School is just shit. It makes everything worse than it already is.
Now, I am failing one of my classes and everytime I make something up, I raise the grade but since I have failed practically every test I've taken it just kills me even more.
I'm tired of sitting indoors all day. My friends keep making plans and I feel left out of everything and half the time I don't think they care about anything but themselves.
The start of a new term is tomorrow and the only thing affected for me is my lunch... I'm not even changing. Just the people are. I wish it could just stay the same...
This term is going to suck. I just have the feeling.
I'm PMSing like no fucking tomorrow and I just got it today, which just adds more to my irritation because I'm without the essentials until my mom decides to come home.
Everything is so rushed now I don't even have time to fucking breathe.
I want my dad back and I wish this never happened.
The doctor's said he'd be home within three to four weeks, but he'll have to be under supervision 24/7 which means my psycho grandparents might have to live with us while we're at school and my mom is at work.
They also said he'll probably act differently. I don't know how differently, but I don't know if I can deal with anything else.
And, to add to the stress, my sister is being a royal pain in everyone's asses.
She gets everything she fucking wants, but she does it behind my mom's back and her friends sit there and defend her.
She's just taking advantage of the fact my dad can't say yes or no, and it pisses me off beyond all human comprehension.
My life is turning into a living hell and I don't know how much longer I can really deal with this.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Bleh

So I got a job.
Not sure if want.
I'm going to get my license.
Still not sure if want.
I feel so icky now and I don't know why.
Fuck my life man.

At least I actually turned in something on time in my graphics class.
I guess.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Fuckin' Rage

I'm so angry >:C
I can't do anything now because they took the tablet >:CCCC
/RAAAAAGE
AND I WAS TOTALLY WORKING ON SOMETHING TOO
MOTHERFUCKERIHATEYOU
YOURVOICEANNOYSME
DIIIE

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

FREE STUFF!? WHO DOESN'T LIKE FREE STUFF?!

AM I RIGHT?

I got loads of it

INCLUDING A TREE
AND PENS
AND PAPER
AND AND AND
BOOKS
AND
....
PAMPHLETS
AND... LOTS OF OTHER THINGS

LIKE POSTERS
PINE SCENTED POSTERS


its awesome
Today was a good day

Monday, October 4, 2010

Graph Expo :o!

The Graph Expo is tomorrow and I am so. excited.
Like, I don't even know why.
I can't see it being too fun.... like, in comparison to Acen or something,

BUT STILL

IT'LL BE FILLED WITH FOREIGN MEN

Did I ever mention my favorite men are foreign?
Accents are hot.


I still have to dress business casual... and I don't know if its a bad thing or not but I had to ask my mom what "business casual" was. xD

/retard

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Homecoming

I never realized how vulgar people can be.
I also remembered why I hate dances. :\

They're too boring for me.

I did, however, go see my dad.
He remembered my friend, Allisan.
...'Cept he asked for a rubber band so he could tell what she looked like.
I think he meant picture >_>
But I did get a hug and an 'I love you'

I miss him. I wish he could come home but I think it'll be another month or two before then.