Hm.

I didn't know me talking to my mom about what it going on between me and my friends was classified as "talking behind your back"

Just to let you know, I give my shitty sister a hard time no matter who she hangs out with.
You
Him
Janelle
Erin
Alec
CJ
Shanna
Everyone.

So don't feel like you're being singled out because honestly, you're seriously overreacting.
One god damn comment won't kill you. Seriously.
And since you wouldn't let me speak the last time we got into a fight, I thought I would let you know I was pissed because your friend annoys the shit out of me.
She still does and it probably won't change. For now, I'm tolerating it.

I don't want to fight with you. I have my highs and my lows on this entire situation and you know what? I would have to say I HAVE grown up. I have a job. I'm getting my license and I actually have the guts to face reality because right now, I'm stuck with it.
I wish I could return to my fantasy world where everything just seemed peachy. I could listen to music, hang out with my friends, do whatever I want and now I can't.
My dad's holding me back, and my mom wants me to take on the responsibilty of taking care of everyone and everything because at the moment, she can't.

Just to let you know, yeah, I do want to stay friends... but I would figure that YOU of all people, would have figured out that half the shit that comes out of Jenny's mouth is a fucking lie.
You remember that thing with Em and AJ? Yeah. Its the same thing. Only this time, it's with you.
To be honest with you, I'm giving Jenny a hard time because she's my sister. I'm also giving it to her because she's been nothing but a selfish brat since my dad had his accident. She got a fucking rat, she got her nose pierced, and now she's allowed to smoke in the house.
Not only that, half the time, when she's hanging out with you I wish it was me instead.
All I've done since this has happened is lock myself inside. Allisan and Heather ignore my every move, and now you are too. Actually, I think its the other way around. You ignore me. They tried and now they ignore me too.
I've been bothered since a few months before summer, but I haven't said anything. I'm not going to because I don't want to escalate anything further... then again, it'll probably just dig a deeper hole.

I don't really understand why you think I don't want to be your friend when I have been trying for the past few months to get us to hang out, trying to be quiet, not letting things bother me.
I don't understand why you feel like I don't want you in my life because I've tried. I really have.
Everytime I've asked you to  hang out or come do something with me, I get the same answer.
"I don't know if I can"
"I forgot to ask"
"I'm going to be at my dad's house and he said no"

Tell me how that's my fault? I would really love to know...

Right now, you're just confusing the hell out of me. And right now, I'm getting really close to my breaking point.