Merry Christmas :D

Today is Christmas Day. c:

And my family decided to be rebels and open their presents yesterday night.

I got myself a brand new TV. Its a flat screen  LCD/HD.

and even better

It has a built in DVD player and can convert to a Computer screen.
I'm supposed to get a Computer installed in my room either today or sometime this weekend.

I'm very excited :D <33


Merry Christmas
Happy Hannakuh
and.... Happy Kwanza?

Happy Holidays. xD

D:

I'm trying to find out....


Is it bad if I'm sad that one of my favorite bands is getting more fans? I mean... I found them like, a year and a half ago and all of a sudden they got a lot more popular, and I'm getting upset.

I think its because people are just... retarded. I can't stand seeing them calling them "Kawaii" (*shudders*) and stuff like that and freaking out over the smallest things!

Its just so... Annoying! D:

DID YOU SEE HER?

SHE LOOKED HELLA BOOTY IN THAT STUPID OUTFIT! BITCH. AI YO MOTHER FUCKER.

APPLE BUTTER

COCKSOCCER

AND MASTERBATION

I fucking love vistlip. Their lyrics make me laugh... really really hard.

GOOD NEWS, GOOD NEWS, AND A LITTLE OF BAD NEWS.... D:

Good News: MY MOM ORDERED MY DOLLIE BUT I DUNNO HOW LONG ITS GOING TO TAKE FOR HIM TO GET HERE, BUT ITS A SECRET CAUSE I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO KNOOOOOOOOOOW

Good News: At about 1:30 the door bell rang... WHY HELLO NEW VISTLIP CD/DVD WITH PV AAAAAND MAKING OFFF~<3

Bad news: I be sick :<

...;o;

So I was talking to my mother on facebook

and she brought up something that I wanted to talk to her about for a while.

"Can I have the link to your doll?"

Me: HHFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

So of course I sent it
Then she wanted the links to his wig, shoes, socks, panties (lol), and clothes


I'm so excited ;o; I think I might actually get him.

Art stuff and Andy Warhol yay~

At the moment I am being forced to stay at my grandparents house for a week. But I really don't mind so much because...
1. I don't have to listen to my parents bitch about hw clean the house is
2. She actually TAKES me to Michael's and Hobby Lobby for the sole purpose of me walking around and looking at the art supplies
3. She buys me art stuff and
4. She takes me places I like.

For example, we just drove an hour and a half to the Milwaukee art museum to see an Andy Warhol expodition. It was neat. <3

Is this supposed to be Fair?

So apparently, I am a bad child. And I should be punished.

Why am I a bad child? Because I asked my parents for AT LEAST AN HOUR to go with my friends and buy some toys to donate to charity.

Why can't I? Because all I do is think about myself, and I have to make sacrifices.

Okay, WHAT DIFFERENCE does TWO HOURS MAKE out of a fucking WEEK I have off!?
Oh, two less hours I have to endure with my grandmother. Show's how much they FUCKING listen.

What's my punishment? No TV (Not that I really watch it anyway =_=) and no computer. I'm using the school computer right now, because my dad's being a little ass hole because his computer desk wasn't clean.

Yeah? Really? Learn some responsibility he tells me.

I HAD responsibility until THEY started FAVORING my sisters. GIVE ME ONE GOD DAMN REASON I SHOULD GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WHAT THEY SAY.

For example, I am supposed to clean the kitchen at least FOUR times a week. I cleaned it THREE. Big whoop. Oh no end of the world!

Whens's the last time my sisters even touched a dirty plate? The beginning of October.

I'm so sick of this. Kill me now, I beg of you.

Dir en Grey

So last night, November 16th, Dir En Grey was in Chicago.

I was SO EXCITED and THANK GOD it was fucking AWESOME.

Shinya's adorable, so is Toshiya. I'M SO SORRY I ALWAYS FORGET YOOOU DD:

Kyo looked like he was about to pass out.

And Die is a BITCH.

Teasing me with that guitar pick and hitting me square in the face with his stupid water.

But I still love that attention seeking... hot... man... oh my god. x_x

I hardly saw Karou... I think I did... once. :D


Toshiya and Shinya signed Uroboros... again. Its a different edition sooo... :D

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....

...I'm really bad at driving.

Sleepy...

I hate finland. I really mean it.

Anyway, lets move onto more important things.

After a few days of checking the Theater PV Preview is finally out. Got really excited. Glad I did. Looks sexy.

Really tired. Want sleep. Friend won't let me. D:

Went to a party, had really bad luck while picking up a friend from her house on the way. Three simple words can piss me off so badly.

"Her's is better"

Yeah go fuck yourself. And people wonder why I hate you, you dumbass bitch.

Sick... :C

Stayed home from school.

Really boring.

Going off to crawl in a hole and die now....

Is it...

So I got into a conversation with a friend about the music I like compared to his.

We like close to the same sort... Rock, Metal, whatever.

I told him I was listening to a band called xTRiPx and he immediately asked me if it were in English.

I told him no, Japanese and he said then I won't listen to it.

He explained to me why, and it was basically turned into this:

I won't listen because if I translate it to English, it would sound the same.

And then he went on from there, talking about his preferences, and I can totally understand that.

I wonder if it might be the diversity, tied along with the preference mojo.
I mean, I do listen to a lot of the same stuff; Jrock and a small amount of Kpop... But is the language that important? I mean, sure  I can't understand most of it, but so what? Who cares?

I mean, I do listen to music in languages... French, German, Japanese, Korean, Portugese, Spanish, and of course, English! But... Its not like I just stick to one...


Anyway, he agreed to listening to some songs I sent him... :D

CANDY

I got loaded man.

Loaded.

WOO HALLOWEEN

Today is Halloween and I'm so happy :D There I am taking pictures cause I'm a nerd like that :D

I'm so excited and I haven't even gone Trick or Treating yet but PFFFT

COME ON HURRY THE FUCK UUUUP D:

Drivers Ed. :B

I started today. They said we get our permits soon

AND WHO EVER THE FUCK TOLD ME DRIVING WAS EASY IS INSANE.

There's too much to know D:

Paranormal Activity

Okay so..
I'm like, this total horror movie junkie.
I love them.
They make me laugh
I never jump, I never scream
My heart races from the suspense but I always feel good after I watch one.


I didn't scream, I didn't jump (It didn't really have sudden stuff, just things that were expected), I laughed, but some parts did freak me out a little.

The beginning is really slow and it takes a while to get into.

There was a part where she got dragged down the hallway though..

I could not stop laughing. It was just so funny.

I mean, when she falls out of bed and starts going down the hall, the look on her face combined with her screaming "MICHAAAAA" and having the door slammed... It just looked so god damned funny. xDD

Anyway, the ending sucked ass... but it wasn't something I had expected.


I applaud everyone who was part of the making of this movie, but I laugh in the faces of people who lost sleep over it.

Stressors.

Number one... Family.

Parents: They recently got into a fight. Like, REALLY recently and its still freaking me out a little, but I was having problems with them for the past few weeks, and they continually blame it on me, but one of them at least knows its not totally me and my temper...

Sister Number One (Jenny: Age 14) : She causes me hell. Not joking. Its every five minutes, and I know I'm letting the small things bother me, but these things usually escalate into something bigger. We can start with the occasional loudness and loss of attention towards the volume of her voice while indoors. There is no such thing as an indoor voice for her. However, then that moves on to her telling my friends lies, and my friends believing her. One of them told me that anyone who believes my sister is a retard. I don't think she realized she just called herself a retard. *cough* Anyway, lets leave it with she told people things I supposedly said behind their backs about their relationship which is untrue. I'm not one of those people who talk about shit like that behind someone's back without knowing about it first...

Sister Number Two (Laren: Age 12): She's fine. She doesn't give a shit what happens between my friends, but I worry about her sometimes. I think she's going to get sick or hurt badly some day because of the way she acts around boys... and girls.

Number Two... Friends

Friend Number 1: This has been going on since two or three months into freshman year. She tells me that she hates my other friend, but when I ask her why, she tells me the same thing over and over. "I just don't like her." I never found this a reason, and they way she says it, I can just tell there's something else, and I would like to know so I can get things settled. My other friend and I have always talked about how nice it would be if the four of us could all get alone and become as good of friends as we were during middle school. Other than that, she kind of ditched me for some I really can't stand, and I actually have a reason. Lets just start with she puts me down... all the time. I became fed up with it. Next, she is two years younger than me... and because she skipped a grade or two means that she has every right in the world to try and power over me and tell me how shitty my drawings or mosaics or what ever is. Last, she said she doesn't care about me. Why? Because I'm supposedly goth and I really could give a shit what she thinks. I don't think she's used to having someone tell her they don't care what she thinks, no matter how blunt she thinks she is. Another thing about this friend, she worries me too because she said that she needed to change her style so she could make more friends.... I never really understood what was wrong with having two or three close ones.

Friend Number Two: Oh god how I would love to talk about this, but she would see it and that would probably be the end of it for us...

Friend Number Three: I would love to apologize for everything that has happened over the past three or four  months, but its really hard for me to, and I can't figure out why exactly. I don't know if its because deeps down, I really do hate your friends for the way they treat you, or because you put yourself down when ever you get into fights that were probably unnecessary in the first place, or maybe because one of them happens to be a two-faced, manipulative, elitist bitch... well... that's what I think but now I'm sure some way they will find this and this will be the last time I will ever speak to any of you... But anyway... I wish I could say sorry, but I really can't.

Number Three... School

School its self is just self explanatory. I have been sick for a long time, I mean, I was sick from labor day weekend to about two weeks ago, and just when I thought it was all over, I catch a viral infection that isn't treatable., but mimics the bacterial one that is treatable that we all know as strep throat... so lets leave it at I'm always tired, my neck and throat hurt, I can't breathe because my nose is stuffed, I can never really tell how loud anything is because my head is congested and recently my chest started to hurt a little for a few days. I'm already getting better, thank god, but I have been home from school for exactly two days, and the last five or six times my mother offered me to stay home and sleep, I refused because why? Simple. I had tests. I love how much the people I live with give a shit about the schools dumb-ass Swine Flu H1N1 (sorry, didn't want to offend anyone) letter sent home about cold and flu symptoms, which I had in both cases of my sicknesses.

 Hell, at least I got all A's this term in return...

Strep...

So I thought I had it and it can be treated with Anti-biotics.

NO. I take that back. I was POSITIVE, CERTAIN, WHATEVER. It was OBVIOUS that I did. You could see the giant white spots in the mirror when I looked down my throat. It felt like strep, I was exhausted, I could hardly eat, blisters were covering the back of my throat, I was running a 102 degree fever... its just horrible.

I went to the doctor... but guess what.

Its not strep. Its a virus, which means I have to deal with it.


Fuck my life.




Other than that..

I have learned that talking to a cop is really really awkward... Probably not a good idea to talk about why.

Twice :Db

So twice this week I did the same thing.

I got someone in trouble because they offended me in some way.

I decided this year that no one is fucking with me because I've gone on with it too long.

They may call mea  pussy or a sissy or whatever because I can resolve it through higher authoritiy figures like he dean of students and superintendent. Its a sure way to have them get punished for what they did without  getting myself hurt emotionally or physically or in trouble.

...Bitch.

I think I hate Miyavi.

He's going on a US tour and today I found a post on Shattered-Tranquility about him adding more tour dates.

I got really excited and started reading.

BUT GUESS WHAT.

He added like FOUR MORE dates.

BUT THEY WERE ALL IN CALIFORNIA.

He completely skipped over Chicago.

Everyone skips over Chicago.

BUT HE GOES TO ATLANTA






YEAH THAT MAKES TOTAL SENSE


Fucking hell.

California has enough already...

I'm  moving to California.

Best day at the mall... ever

I now have two sock buddies.

YES. I SAID SOCK BUDDIES.

So my sisters and a friend of theirs decided to go on some weird ass epic adventure quest to every store on the ground floor of our mall.

It was a lot of fun. Especially when we got to Joureys.

Some guy was standing outside and he worked there. He asked us to buy some socks so he took us inside.

He said that if we didn't have enough money, he would throw in a few dollars. We didn't have enough and we ended up giving these two guys named Adam and Sergio a pair of socks because they threw in a few dollars. xD

It was lots of fun, and that wasn't even half of it. They signed them, gave us hugs and it was just an awesome time.

HOLY FUCK

*flipping through channels*

GOD I HATE TV THERES NEVER ANYTHING TO WATCH

*keeps looking* *pauses* *eyes widen*


HOLY SHIT ORIGINAL YU GI OH

Its on at 9 AM on Saturdays. Guess what I'm doing. :3

Good news.... and Bad news...

Good news: Went to see the "Stepfather". Plan on seeing "Where the Wild Things Are" next weekend if possible.

Bad news: ...my sister met her... the one I hate... I'm so fucking screwed..

Aaah...

Today was so nice.
I went to Panera Bread with the GSA and I think I had about 387429874238 pounds lifted off my shoulders.

We talked about our feelings and things that have been troubling us and sharing things we thought related to the current conversations

It was so nice, but I don't think I could talk as much as I did with certain people there because it had to do with them.

Its a good thing I could when I did...

This weekend..

I had a four day weekend :D
It was fun. I spent Thurday Night, Friday and Saturday at my friends house and when I came home I was invited to another's.

I stayed at her house that night after we had some fun at the Halloween store.
They're more fun than they should be.

When I got home on Sunday, I did some yardwork and after being screamed at, screaming back, getting dirty and eating my mom finally took me to the movies and picked up two of my friends.

We saw Zombieland.

And I could really go for a Twinkie.


Now its just trying to convince someone to take me and two other friends to go see 9 next weekend.

Speech

So I have to do a speech

I decided to do it on PRO Gay Marriage and Rights because its something I'm more passionate about, and I don't think many people would appreciate it if I did it about something I was a little more passionate about. *coughmyreligioncough*

I'm almost up to two pages, and the last time my outline was this long, my speech was almost five minutes long.

I think I'll do better though... now that I can speak about it with a little more emotion.

I think its kind of dumb that my school blocked all the websites about sodomy laws though...

I almost had to check out two giant law books then they told me I can't because they're reference books =_=;;

So now I have to go during STEN and get what I can...

Writing...

I feel like writing.

Like, hardcore story.

Like, sixty-page-long story like I did in eighth grade, but I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT >:C

Help ;~~:

Eh..

So today is my neighbor's birthday party.

I don't think his birthday is until Monday, but I decided to go for at least a little.
I've known him for ten years and he has always sort of been a brother to me.

I haven't really hung out with him or anything for a few years, but today was no different.

His parents pissed him off so he wasn't talking much, despite the fact he had his friends over, so I stole a Mtn. Dew and left.

I walked right in front of him, and left. I don't think he even noticed. xD

If I'm lucky he'll try and get me to do something later, but I don't know if I'm up to it yet.

What ever.

Happy Birthday, Collin.

The drama never ends...

I think I stopped talking about this about a week ago.
I talk to you and you just throw it back in my face.

I feel like crying because I don't want to deal with this anymore...
Just a shit load of drama thrown onto my shoulders every time I turn around.

I tried to stop it, but apparently, it's not working.

NOT. FAIR.

So I have a friend in Chicago.

NO WAIT

HAD a friend in Chicago.

Now he's a friend in Texas.

And it was really disappointing when he told me he moved cause I was hoping we could be all like "YEAH, DIR EN GREY'S BACK." and we would go see them live and live happily ever after.

BUT NO

TEXAS HATES ME

FUCKERY IN DIS HERE BLOG! :D

ALLISAN WAS HERE!!!! :D

OMFGOMFGOMFGOFMGFOMGF

Dir en Grey's coming back

THEY ARE COMING

BACK

OMFG

I'M SO HAPPY I'M CRYING ;~~~~;

*hiss*

I think I'm going to punch my mom.

Hard.

She won't stop bitching, and like, I'm not kidding.
Ever since she walked through the door.
And everytime I say something, she retaliates with some insult or comment about it.

And also, I have also found out the conditions of whether you are sick or not.

If you are sick you are either:

Puking or dead

If you are NOT sick you are:

Capable of using a computer and are capable of talking, walking, and hanging out with friends.

And when I say this, I mean, if I'm sick I am unable to do anything other that sit there, stare at the ceiling, puke and die.

I didn't know that being able to use a computer meant you can also run a marathon.

I honestly think my dad is about to explode.

Boo-hoo

Today while at my friends house she received a text message from my sister.

It said:

"BOTDF IS NO MORE D:"

Botdf = Blood on the Dance Floor

They were a techno/electronic/screamo (I guess) Band my sister had showed me a few months ago.

It consisted of two brothers whole obviously had some sort of grudge against each other.

According to one, the other raped a girl (even though he's openly gay... they both are)

and according to the other, the other had stole Merch money for his own personal pleasures.

They made decent music, though the vocalist really shouldn't sing.

Their lyrics made me laugh and the screaming wasn't so hardcore. It was soft enough that I could probably fall asleep listening to it.

Unfortunately, their differences led to their dis-bandment.

I will miss them and their music.

R.I.P BOTDF

I have something to share with you...

I lol'd

VISTLIP'S FIRST FULL ALBUM OMFG

I want it

Now

My mom owe's me like, fourty bucks

AND GUESS HOW MUCH IT COSTS?!

fourty bucks

what does that mean?

I'M BUYING IT
....NOW

it comes with NOT ONLY THE PV

BUT


THE MAKING OF TOO

HOLY SHIT

MUST

GET

NOOOOOOW

AHAHAHA

Oh my GOODNESS this year is off to a WONDERFUL start.

I think I have fought with the same friend, like, TEN times already and I think she might be mad at me for unknown reasons.

And NOW it hasn't even been a month of school and someone wants to kick my ass for the DUMBEST reasons.

Brb loling forever

Art Club

I wasn't sure whether to look forward to it or dread it.

I looked forward to it, but it wasn't nessicarially something I should have dreaded.

It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, and at times, it was fun.

But, there were some words exchanged that mentioned some things I REALLY didn't want to deal with at that moment and it kind of ruined my mood for the rest of the day.

Fuck my life.

Sick D:

Sick all week and still sick..

Yet I managed to somehow make it through the entire week and weekend without totally bitching everyone's ears out.

I don't know what it is... some kind of killer cold that just won't go away. I started out with a massive headache and it moved onto a stuffed nose and a sore throat.

Then it moved onto a worse sore throat and fatigue.

And now I think I'm finally at the end. The sore throat is a lot better and I can breathe again.

Yay :D

Fucking dumb...

Websites blocked at school:

1: DeviantArt.com
-Reason: Nudity and Media Sharing

2: Gaiaonline.com
-Reason: Games

3: Photobucket.com
-Reason: Media Sharing

4: Youtube.com
-Reason: Media Sharing

5: Wolfhome.com
-Reason: Chats



...Sounds like we're closed off from the outside world.

And this sucks because a lot of the websites blocked I used daily last year for transfer purposes.

dA and Photobucket gave me a place to upload pictures/art/documents in order to get them from one place to another and use them for things I needed to do in class.

And I don't understand the nudity part for dA.
1: Its a form of art
2: Its expression
and 3: There's mature content warnings on the stupid art anyway.

I hate this school so much right now.

All I can do is blog (yay *no enthusiasm*) and look at band ohp's.

School >:U

Is a pain. I was excited to go, but I hate our health committee and school administration.
New rules:


Rule Change One: "No iPods, MP3 players, Cellphones, and other electronic devices are to be in use from 7:40 AM until 2:40 PM. No exceptions"

Reasons: They think we're going to look up porn in the middle of class on the internet (Even though you can't access the school's wi-fi without a password), Check your facebook/myspace (we're all going to die), go through all the trouble to take a picture of a test, just so your friend can cheat later, or go through all the trouble of saving it to your iPod/MP3 player.

Translation: You all are bad children and don't deserve to have lives or express yourself.

My view: I can understand the cellphone thing, but the iPod and MP3's is just being paranoid.
Most iPod's with internet can't access it without wi-fi. Our school has wi-fi, but it's only accessible to teachers.
And not only that, we aren't allowed to listen to them during classes or in the halls because its distracting and diverts you away from the attention of what you are doing.
I don't think they ever thought that MAYBE some kids (like myself) need the music to seclude themselves from the rest of the classroom in order to concentrate.
If I am secluded from the rest of the class, I think my concentration increases ten fold, mainly because I'm not paying attention to anyone/thing around me.
Last year I listened during my art classes, STEN, after school, during passing periods, and when doing homework and taking tests in other classes (If the teacher didn't mind, of course). I got straight A's.
I must be cheating. *sarcasm*

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Rule Change Two: "No bandana's are to be worn around the neck, leg, inside pocket, etc.. If you are caught with one, we confiscate it."

Reason: They don't really have one... But I think they think it's a weapon or something.

Translation: They just want to make up dumb ass rules to seem powerful.

My view: ....WHO THE FUCK WEARS A BANDANA ANYMORE?!

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Rule Change Three: "Two shifts of buses"

Reason: We got an extra ten and are too lazy to wrap them around the school. INSTEAD, we decided to line them all up in a limited amount of space.

Translation: We're trying to make your life more difficult than it already is.

My view: Go suck a cock.

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Rule Change Four: "Instead of 15 minutes to get to your bus, we figured you only need five."

Reason: Bus shifts, and they're closer to the high school now.

Translation: YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS LOL

My view: Yes, five minutes to get to the bus... IF you can find it and IF you can get through the gigantic crowd of people in the halls, you might have a change of getting there. Especially when you need to stop at your locker and walk halfway through the school.

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Rule Change Five: "No Stickers on your locker"

Reason: It be sticky.

Translation: We can't get them off because we're dumb and can't read.

My view: ...Dumb ass... Look it up... and when you figure out they can take less than a few seconds to take off, them come talk to me. However, I can understand. The removers tend to be a little smelly~<3>>)

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Rule Change Six: "No more deep fried food, and you all have to drink diet soda"

Reason: You're fat.

Translation: You're fat.

My view: OKAY OKAY OKAY. Instead of making us fat, they starve us because they don't have enough time to actually make food. And, they're shoving hair reducers down our throats. Artificial Sweeteners make your hair fall out.

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Rule Change Seven: FRESHMAN FRIDAYS

Reasons: They need help (apparently)

Translation: Lazy asses can't do anything :D

My View: Me = angry
-We were told last year that it was the start of having to stay responsible for ourselves. Now they decide to offer them help? (I'm a sophmore)
-Sophmore's and Upperclassmen aren't allowed to see their teachers on Fridays if they need help or were absent the day before because they're too busy with the freshmen.

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Rule Change Eight: "The weight room is now only open in the mornings before school"

Reasons: No more 4 'o' clock buses to take home.

Translation: Since we can't make you fat with food, we make you fat with lack of exersize!

My View: I went to that weight room every time it was open after school. I'm trying to figure out why they couldn't just keep it open until 5 'o' clock instead of closing it completely.

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I don't like my school.

I really don't =_=

=_______=;;

A simple "hi" would have been a lot nicer.
A simple "hold on a second" would have been better.
But snapping at me because I've been gone for a damn week and a half, and you wouldn't reply when I tried to talk to you when I did get back, was just cold.

Thanks a lot.

My new friend

I have a new friend

His name is Megaupload

Atlanta and Florida

WHALESHARKWHALESHARKWHALESHARK
Yeah that's right. I saw a fucking WHALE SHARK.
Them things are the shit....

I saw them in Atlanta, Georgia. They had like, four at the Aquarium... along with 3879387429874298778479843732 different things.

We also went to Coca Cola World (I tried all 64 flavors. AND ITS TRUE. JAPAN NEVER FAILS ME!), High Art Museum (Saw some Monet ;D), The Aquarium, Olympic Park (Or something like that), a Waffle House (it was a must apparently), the Zoo, the CNN building, a Braves game (first Major League baseball game and it was in a fucking BOX) and I came to the conclusion.. I do not like Indian food...

Theeeeen we went to Florida.
We saw Dolphins, Sting Rays, Big Fish, Little Fish, Needle Fish, Meanie Fish, Jellyfish, Nice fish, Crabs and Lizards. Oh, and Cockroaches *cringes*

So Yeah :DD

That is all.

Fuckin' Aicle :U

Got it yesterday, too busy to bother saying anything. xD

I got Vistlip a day before it released :D

I got Reon :3

-OZONE-

:DDDDDDDD

Today is a very happy day.

Vistlip's new single, "-OZONE-" came in the mail today. :DD

I was so excited ;o; I was still sleeping when it came so my sister gave it to me and all I could do was hug it. xD When I opened it, I was pleased to find I got Rui as an illustration card and a postcard to go along with it.

The first thing I did was go on the computer and watch the DVD since I can't watch it on my TV's because of Region issues.

The pv is amazing. ;o; All their personalities show through so well.

I love this band so much.





And Also, I think you need to look at the vocalists very touchable belly :3




LOOK AT THAT SEX.

The disbandment fairy has visited...

So I have been given very sad news...

Lupo Label is to disband.

I seriously feel like crying. I loved this band so much. ;_;

And not only that, a few weeks ago I was told Bergerac is disbanding as well.

Mourn with me. D:

:C

Yard work... Sucks... a lot.

I spent four hours outside today working my ass off.

I...

...Tore down my shed, threw the pieces into a fire...

...took everything from that shed and half of the stuff from the other shed and put it back where it was (which was mostly machinery)

...pulled all the weeds in my front yard...

...pulled weeds in my back yard...

...moves a 75-100 pound piece of steel by myself...

...cut down a twenty to thirty foot tall pine tree...

...cut it into pieces...

...hauled those pieces from my front yard to my back yard by myself...

and I did all of this by running on eight hours of sleep and a Mtn. Dew...

I think I had to keep going, because when I stopped, my feet hurt so bad it was unbelievable.

I have blisters on my feet, caluses on my hands...

But it was all worth it.

I got something I have been wanting for a very long time.

Vulgar, an album from Dir en Grey. :D

MINNESOTAAA

I just got back from the WONDERFUL LAND OF MINNESOTA.... YAY

My friend came with me and I now have a turtle. :3

Actually the kind I have is supposed to be from Florida and like, Alabama.. BUT NOT ANYMORE

It was fun... Fireworks over a lake sitting on the back of the boat talking about having mosquito bites on our ASSES.

yeeeeah...

There was fishing and tubing and swimming and tubing and tubing.... we did a lot of tubing..

NOW I HURT.

A LOT

AND I AM NOW SUNBURNED

A LOT

BUT NOT AS MUCH AS HER

SHE'S SUNBURNED

A LOT

:DDDD

.....TUUUUURTLLLLELSSLJKSFDL;FJKSA

HE LOOKS LIKE THIS



SEXY, AMIRITE?!?!?!

Cept its like... two inches... :D

WACKY WAVING INFLATABLE ARM FLAILING TUBE MAN

FT Island

So on my amazing and failed quest to find Dear Bitch MP3s I found something else.

I found FT Island.

They're very good <3 I recommend listening to them. :3

Crap ;_;

I need to learn how to drive so I can get a job and gets me some money for an Asian Ball Jointed Doll.

My friend has one and another one coming, and I want one so badly D:

I will call him Yuuto and love him very much, yes. ;_; Now I just have to wait until Christmas.

My friend's haunted basement of doom

..... Her basement is haunted.
We have decided...

Because when you are talking about how it would be funny if the TV suddenly went to static...

and it does...

its not really something you can ignore.

It not turning on and staying on because it turns off is one thing.

Changing inputs by itself is a little bit different Dx

:D

This is me hating my computer

:D

Stupid.

I can't stand the Gazette's fanbase.
To them everything sounds like them.
I mean... I was part of the fanbase at one point in my life, but during it, nothing sounded like them. I don't compare bands, I never did and I never will.
Music is something that comes from the heart and soul.
There's no such thing as "stealing" or "copying" from another band.
Its all a matter of inspiration, and I don't think many people understand that.
Its similar to any other form of art, whether it be drawing, sculpting, dancing, composing, writing, whatever.

I hate Finland. :|

I hate European fans all together :
They get Screw AND vistlip in the same show.

I mean seriously.

They get everything they want, and they still want more, then complain about the American fans being sad cause they think they don't get stuff.
I think since I started liking this music, I've had two shows I could have gone to in like, two years.
That was Ayabie and Dir en Grey.
At the time, I knew one song by Ayabie, and wasn't really into them and didn't find out they were coming until like, two days before the show.
I went to Dir en Grey.
They need to stfu, cause everytime I turn around someone's going to Europe.
Its so unfaaair. :cc

No. =_=;;

No no no no no no no no
I don't think they understand why I got upset.
I don't think they understand why I blamed myself.
I don't think they really understand anything that happened within that hour I was honestly crying my eyes out because I didn't know what to do anymore.
I'm tired of the drama
I'm tired of him being hurt by the same person over and over.
I'm tired of feeling like shit every time someone gets hurt.
I'm tired of trying and failing over and over again.
The fact I'm a good friend to you, doesn't mean as much to me as the fact I can't help you, no matter how many times I have tried.
They didn't make me miserable over and over again.
They just upset me to the point I was about to cry because they told me I couldn't do anything.
I didn't say anything when he wanted to leave for his sake.
He needed it to keep his sanity, and no one wanted him to be hurt again.
I give up, and I don' want to do it anymore.

Okay so...
I decided you can NOT look me straight in the eyes with a straight face and HONESTLY tell me alice nine. is straight.

I MEAN LOOK AT THEM.

Peacocks...

What STRAIGHT band has peacocks in their photoshoots... and flowers...

I can feel the gay pulsating off my computer screen.

I kind of... hate acen. D:

A freaking con in Texas got freaking Miyavi for their freaking concerts.

And we got this really shitty band the Slants.

Why? Because some fangirls from god knows how many years ago can't keep their FUCKING HANDS to themselves.

So Acen is only allowed to have freaking J-pop, no J-rock. :CC

PARTY! PAAAAAARRTTYYYYY

Like, seriously, I'm in pain.
OH THE GLORIOUS PAIN.
But it was worth it C:
My friend was holding a party that was her sweet sixteen/last year at kaneland/end of the year school party.
She had a live band and HOLY CRAP the vocalist was hot... I mean... omfg...
They were called Fickles Lot. I wish I had more money so I could have bought a shirt but nooo
I only had ten bucks
then I paid the entrance fee
and bought some soda
and I only had $4.50 left DDDD:
so I bought a pin for myself and my friend who happens to be here RIGHT NOW.
we are both in serious pain.
We spent pretty much the entire night head banging to fickles lot, three days grace, system of a down, disturbed, korn, etc. etc....

However right now I am being angry.
For the pain and the fact I'm in ANOTHER fight with a friend.
I think I'm done with that though...

One more thing...

I worked for three hours...

To finish this

On adobe photoshop cs3. o3o

Its Miyavi!!!!!

Here's the original

Miyavi owns himself.

I OWN THE DRAWING >:[

fdkl BULL

So I got grounded off the computer for a month...
Because my sister wanted to go online and I said "No"
I was talking to someone about the suicide, and it wasn't excactly a good time to go.
But thats not why I'm complaining...
I'm complaining because my sister broke my computer monitor by throwing a remote at my head and missing.
I'm complaining because she punched me in the head (not the face, the HEAD) and kicked me a few times.

And all I did was say no and punch her in the stomach because she wouldn't stop grabbing my hair or the key board.

I hit her ONCE
she hit me countless times.

But I have the feeling, I won't be grounded for long. Mainly because, my sister has been carrying on and on and on about it and I didn't do much to her. I stopped talking, she just keeps going.

And she didn't go to school today.

Yep *cracks fingers* I think I've got about a two day grounding, all I have to do is see how my dad looks at this.

Ku ku ku, this will be fun.

Acile :U

NEW SINGLE

Limited edition

Random trading card chosen from 12 different kinds...

JESUS CHRIST
Keita left and it's like BAM awesome stuff I have to buy.

I wonder if I can convince my parents to buy me this one this time DDDDD:

25 dollah plz?

LOLANDITRELEASESTHESAMEDAYASOZONE

-ozone- is vistlip's new single I'm buying!

That and Punky Heart from LM.C

THE ONE MY MOM SCREWED UP

I need more money ;_;

Grieving.

A lot of people at school are upset.
I don't really want to deal with it, mainly because it's upsetting me.
I had my upset time, and apparently I want more without even knowing it.

My friend made me feel like shit
When I told him that a band I just found out about is disbanding,
and when I told him that the guitarist from another decided to leave his band.
He acted like I didn't care.

I really don't want to deal with it.
I was so tempted to just skip, no one has a clue.

BIG BANG AND DBSK

I love big bang.
Hate DBSK.
But there's ONE song I can tolerate by them:



-Mirotic: DBSK



-Strong Baby: Big Bang



-Sunset Glow: Big Bang



-Lollipop: Big Bang and 21

Uhg =_=

At the beginning of this school year, two seniors from my school died from a car accident.
I just found out (now that it is the end of the year) That another senior from our school this Saturday, only this time, it wasn't an accident.

At about three am, he decided to throw himself in front of a train.

Now, I'm really... not as upset about this as I was for the two who died in the accident.

Why? I really have no idea. I suppose its because I can respect his desicion more than the next person.

The other two, yes, I was upset, but mainly because they had no choice.

I heard from a friend, who sat next to him in their economics class that he had been talking about killing himself.

Now, if I were her, I would feel REALLY guilty at that point.

The only thing that pissed me off was no one can get their story about it straight.

I heard something about his girlfriend and not being allowed to see him, for like three months.

WHICH IS A TOTAL LIE, BY THE WAY.

He was hanging out with one of my friends and his girlfriend like, a week before.

Uuurg I want to punch the next boo hoo person who decides to talk to me about it. =_=;;;;;;

My neighbors...

SOME of my neighbors are awesome.
SOME of them need to go suck cock.
My parents decided to re-do our roof this weekend, so I had about four neighbors over and my dad's friend.
They have all the shingles off, now we have 20 people coming over tomorrow to finish the job.
This will be interesting.

So those are the awesome neighbors.

Now the ones that need to suck cock are the ones next door.
Last year they decided to call the health department on us because of overgrown weeds that were going to like, die in a month anyway.
OH and thats not the worst of it.
They decided to play "good citizen" and bring a petition around our neighbor hood about it.

I BET THEY WERE LIKE, THE ONLY PEOPLE TO SIGN IT.
Because all of our neighbors are friends with my parents and could really give a shit. xD

Five seconds later...

...I really hate my school right now.

They just blocked gaia =_=

omFg

The F was capitalized on purpose.

I'm not in a good mood right now, and I really have no idea why.
I'm seriously about to punch someone.

I don't think people understand...

It hurts to see someone close to you cry, or even hear about it.

Then they tell me I can't do anything, or not to worry about it.

I think they don't realize that it makes me even more upset.

Fml. *punches self*

f.m.l.

I hear another word about someone being depressed because they can't see someone for ten minutes I might shoot myself.

VISTLIP...

Tohya: ...Has a gallery of naked pictures of members (OvO);;;

Me: REALLY *extremely excited*

TOhya: Ultra is lying. (=_=);;

Me: FAIL D: *extreme excitement terminated*

kjdskfdjkdsfjkldj

lkfdsjlkfdjklfdjdl;jka!!!!

Wow I'm bored. o_o

Sunset Glow

THIS SONG IS SO CUTE
Like, I'm not kidding. I need more music ;_;

Sunset Glow - Big Bang

I'm such a hypocrite.

Grell Sutcliff Cosplay

Reference

So I plan on cosplaying that sexy beast next year Anime Central.

Too bad I have to make it all from scratch *_*

DRAGONWAPPPPPPER

DRAGONWAPPPPPPER

They make my ears very happy! C:

By the way, YES it does in fact have 6 p's.

A Day at the Zoo

[[Lesse... I'm supposed to write a script for my Theatre Club [And its funny, because I'm a horrible actress]. Here it is. By the way, I'm Mello.]]

Characters: Placebo (Hezzuh) and Tsurai (Mello)
Setting: Tsurai and Placebo are sitting on a bus while on a “safari” at the zoo. Each has about two monsters in hand and Placebo is fidgeting excitedly. They both are ignoring the man over the loud speaker, but Placebo is bouncing up and down with hyperactivity.

[Placebo is looking around while pointing to random animals.]
Placebo: TSURAI LOOK AT THE ZEBRA
Tsurai: I see the zebra.
Placebo: LIONS AND TIGERS. ONLY IN KENYAAAAAAAAA
Tsurai: We aren’t in Kenya. We’re at the zoo.
Placebo: KENYAAAAAAAAA
Tsurai: You know Placebo; I really think you should lay off the monster…
[Tsurai tries to make Placebo sit still while he continues to bounce up and down in his
Seat.]
Placebo: B-b-but Tsuraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaai!!! [Placebo puts his arms around Tsurai and looked at him with a pout] I don’t waaaaaaant toooooooooo!!
[Tsurai gets an annoyed look on his face and tries to push Placebo off slightly, but he only clings tighter.]
Tsurai: Placebo, seriously, you need to ca-
[Tsurai is cut off as the bus hits a bump in the road.]
Placebo: HOLY SWEET JESUS MAKING PANCAKES ON A STICK. IT’S AN EARTHQUAKE!
[Placebo puts his hands over his head in an over-dramatic way as they continue to drive.]
Tsurai: Jesus Christ Placebo, it was just a bump in the road!
[Tsurai face/palms and give an annoyed sigh. Placebo looks at Tsurai with a confused look.]
Placebo: Really!? [Placebo says with an over exaggerated amount of shock.]
Tsurai: Really.
[Tsurai crosses his arms and turns the opposite way from Placebo. A few seconds of Silence pass by.]
Placebo: …
Tsurai: …
Placebo: …Tsurai.
[Tsurai glances at Placebo before answering.]
Tsurai: What Placebo?
Placebo: ….Guess what.
[Tsurai sighs.]
Tsurai: What?
Placebo: …Chicken butt.
Tsurai: …
Placebo: [Placebo giggles uncontrollably.]
Tsurai: That was pathetic.
Placebo: What was?
Tsurai: The “joke”.
Placebo: But it wasn’t a joke.
Tsurai: What are you talking about?
Placebo: We just passed chickens.
[Tsurai stares at Placebo for a second before directing his eyes away again.]
Placebo…
Tsurai: …
Placebo: TSURAI
[Tsurai flinches before turning around and looking at Placebo]
Tsurai: Wha--?
[Placebo interrupts him and puts his hand over Tsurai’s mouth]
Placebo: STOP BEING SO LOUD
[Tsurai’s voice is muffled, but should be able to be heard]
Tsurai: Placebo…
Placebo: TSURAI, NOW YOU’RE BEING TO QUIET!
[Placebo keeps his hand where they are, but after a second, Tsurai pushes them away.]
Tsurai: Placebo, knock it off. No more monster.
[Tsurai takes the monster can from Placebo’s hands.]
Placebo: HEY THAT WAS MINE
Tsurai: STOP BEING SO HYPER
Placebo: IF YOU DON’T GIVE IT BACK I’LL CRY
[Placebo lunges towards Tsurai trying to retrieve the can.]
Tsurai: NO
Placebo: WAAAAAAAAH
[Placebo dramatically begins to start crying.]
Tsurai: JESUS
[Tsurai gives Placebo the can back]
Placebo: Yay!
[Placebo smiles and drinks the rest of the monster while looking around. A lion slowly pops up from behind the two of them. Placebo looks terrified and puts a hand over his mouth so he doesn’t scream and upset Tsurai anymore. He grabs Tsurai’s shoulder. He removes his hands to talk.]
Placebo: Tsurai? [He covers his mouth again.]
Tsurai: What now? [Tsurai stares at Placebo.]
Placebo: [whispering] there’s a lion… Right there… [Placebo points to the lion.]
Tsurai: [Tsurai has a confused look on his face.] …What?!
Placebo: [points to the lion.] There’s a lion… RIGHT THERE. [Placebo hides in Tsurai’s shoulder.
Tsurai: What are you TALKING about!? [Tsurai raises his voice slightly.]
Placebo: THERE’S A LION BEHIND US! [Placebo shouts into Tsurai’s shoulder]
Tsurai: [Tsurai looks from Placebo to the place he was pointing and back at Tsurai.] Placebo…
Placebo: Tsurai shut up or the lion’s gunna getcha.
Tsurai: [stares at Placebo] There’s nothing there…
Placebo: Yes there is!
Tsurai: There is no lion.
Placebo: THERE’S A LION THERE, GET IN THE CAR!!!! [Placebo grabs Tsurai and tries to drag him away from his seat.]
Tsurai: PLACEBO THERE’S NO LION
Placebo: YES THERE IS [Placebo’s tugging becomes more violent as he continues to try and pull him away.] GET IN THE CAR GET IN THE CAR GET IN THE CAR!!!
Tsurai: PLACEBO, WE’RE IN THE CAR!
Placebo: [He stops for a second to look at his surroundings] Oh my god, Tsurai…
Tsurai: What… now…?
Placebo: THE LION IS THE CAR. THE LION. IS. IN. THE. CAR. [Placebo starts to tug again.]
Tsurai: PLACEBO KNOCK IT OFF
Placebo: BUT WE HAVE TO GET AWAY FROM THE LION.
Tsurai: STOP IT WE’RE GOING TO—AH
Placebo: AAAH!
[Tsurai and Placebo fall out of the car.]
Tsurai: Placebo…. [Tsurai face/palms]
Placebo: [looks around] At least the lions gone…!
Tsurai: [stares at Tsurai]

End scene.

Kuroshitsuji

Probably one of the best anime's I have ever watched.
I have four episodes left, which is really unfortunate DD:

OH WOW

The reason I love gaia...

They give me things to laugh at like this:


GAAARBAGE DAAY

Just click it for some srs lulz.

Lollipop

Now come on
The colour is rainbow
I know you're going to fall for me as soon as you feel me
You just can't control

---

Love it. I know you will.


Lollipop - Big Bang

Fail...

I'm trying to figure out why it's bad if I don't like a band ;>>
There's a band called FACT that my friends like, and personally...
I can't stand them. They remind me of a Japanese... I don't know! Panic at the Disco or something, and I just don't like it.
Now I'm being raged at (I dunno, thats what they call it...) for really no reason... Save me. ._.

here >> <<

My neighbors in my house looking for cigarettes since my parents smoke...

This is sort of weird. ._.;;;

GIROOGAMESH

I feel like I am really late on this... but...

Girugamesh is actually really awesome.
I never took the time to look them up, but I got this free CD from these guys from Taintedworld.net and on it was a song called Puzzle by Girugamesh and it was awesome.

If you don't know who they are, I fully reccommend that you take the time to look them up.
In fact, I just saved you a few minutes!!

Pain x_x

Oh jesus.
The last time my legs hurt this badly was back in November after the Dir en Grey concert.
School is probably making them hurt worse. My friend has gym, which is why I feel bad for her. :c And she actually did something at the Soap Bubble. I did, but no where near as much as her.

Man, I need pain killers. :<

Anime Central

From May 8th to 11th.

Today is the eleventh, and I have just returned from that magical journey.
Where you there? If you were, please, tell me. I would be very happy if you were, that way, I know I wasn't the only one who experienced the magic.

At the con, I did have to wait until Sunday before I decided to buy anything, and I have discovered, it was a great idea.

On Friday, I was unable to skip school, which was extremely unfortunate. I missed about seven hours of what could have been epic instead of fail.

The only bad thing was that we didn't see very many people who made me think "omg hugs", which failed.

However we did infact attend the concert. I didn't meet many people, but thats mainly because we skipped out on the fail-slants, but stayed for M.o.v.e..

They were great live, and Yuri has a beautiful voice, not to mention she's also adorable.
Motsu was hilarious. He constantly made jokes about himself (I loved it when he pointed to himself and said "eighty years old!").
And I cannot lie. T-kimura, was just plain ADORABLE.
Also, the announcer guy looked like Yuusuke from Tinc/Shelly Trip Realize/Shelly Tinc Cafe

So anyway, on Saturday, we didn't see any bands, but since it was the busy day, we ran into some pretty awesome people.
Three Reita cosplayers (Gazette)
Two Ruki cosplayers (Gazette)
One Kyo cosplayer (Dir en Grey)
and One Mana cosplayer (ex.Malice Mizer)
There were about three Bridget (Guilty Gear) cosplayers and a Gloomy bear and Pedo bear cosplayer.
Much fun.
And after it all happened, we went to the Soap Bubble.

Other than that I did go shopping on Sunday.
I just got a volume of Cure and Shoxx as well as a signed thing from Ayabie and a pair of goggles cause I have been wanting some for a while. x3

All I can say, is though we were tired, bitchy, and in serious pain the entire time from walking, standing, jumping and just being awesome, it was all worth it.

Yeah...

I really have no idea what I'm doing.

I joined because... well... there really was no purpose. I just got bored. C:

Hopefully I'll find something to do, and maybe I might interest someone for once.

Since that never really seems to happen. x]

So adios for now. Um...