Uhg =_=

At the beginning of this school year, two seniors from my school died from a car accident.
I just found out (now that it is the end of the year) That another senior from our school this Saturday, only this time, it wasn't an accident.

At about three am, he decided to throw himself in front of a train.

Now, I'm really... not as upset about this as I was for the two who died in the accident.

Why? I really have no idea. I suppose its because I can respect his desicion more than the next person.

The other two, yes, I was upset, but mainly because they had no choice.

I heard from a friend, who sat next to him in their economics class that he had been talking about killing himself.

Now, if I were her, I would feel REALLY guilty at that point.

The only thing that pissed me off was no one can get their story about it straight.

I heard something about his girlfriend and not being allowed to see him, for like three months.

WHICH IS A TOTAL LIE, BY THE WAY.

He was hanging out with one of my friends and his girlfriend like, a week before.

Uuurg I want to punch the next boo hoo person who decides to talk to me about it. =_=;;;;;;