No. =_=;;

No no no no no no no no
I don't think they understand why I got upset.
I don't think they understand why I blamed myself.
I don't think they really understand anything that happened within that hour I was honestly crying my eyes out because I didn't know what to do anymore.
I'm tired of the drama
I'm tired of him being hurt by the same person over and over.
I'm tired of feeling like shit every time someone gets hurt.
I'm tired of trying and failing over and over again.
The fact I'm a good friend to you, doesn't mean as much to me as the fact I can't help you, no matter how many times I have tried.
They didn't make me miserable over and over again.
They just upset me to the point I was about to cry because they told me I couldn't do anything.
I didn't say anything when he wanted to leave for his sake.
He needed it to keep his sanity, and no one wanted him to be hurt again.
I give up, and I don' want to do it anymore.