Sixteen years. ._.

I've got a few weeks, but I guess its my birthday soon :D
I didn't really realize it until I looked at the date. It just dawns on you suddenly, and for me, I don't even get excited. I never really have. But I guess maybe its locked up since I'm writing about it anyway? I feel conceited.

I'm throwing a party and so far I know of one person who can't go and another party that is happening the same day. I can't help but feel paranoid. What if no one shows up? D: But like I said, paranoid. I know there would be people there... my parents invited a million people too, so... they just wouldn't necessarially be my friends... but I do know at least four people will come because if they don't all I can say is "Well, it was nice knowning you! :D"