Dear You

I'm to the point, where me knowing you for nine years is completely out of the question.
Sure, I do all this shit for you.
I buy you crap.
I help you when you need it.
I don't bitch when you need to.
But this needs to end.

I swear to fucking god.
I hate your guts.
I can't stand to be around you for two FUCKING seconds because the only thing you ever seem to care, or talk about, is either yourself, kpop, or yourself.
And no, that wasn't an accident.
The only person in the world you find to be of ANY meaning is yourself
and those kpop idols you wouldn't meet in a million fucking years.

At least you admit that you're spoiled.
But you forgot a few other words in that phrase.

You're a spoiled rotten, narcissistic, egotistical, over dramatic, immature little bitch.

And you'll want to say I'm the same.

Oh sorry
I FORGOT that I hardly have both my parents in my lives.
At least your father doesn't throw a fucking FIT over the smallest god damn things.
At least I wouldn't blame him for it. Its not his fault he bashed half his FUCKING skull in.
But did you have the common decency to maybe do something to  help me in this situation?
NO.
You just said I'm sorry, and then mocked me about it a month later.

Oh sorry
I ALSO forgot that I  have to practically BEG my parents to buy me pretty much ANYTHING anymore
Because I have a fucking jobs so I can buy shit like drawing tablets
which, by the way, I would actually use.
You have no reason to own one. You never have.
I can't even remember the last time you bothered to pick up that digital slr
But god, if I'm upset about the fact that I can't have either
or use either
Then I'm suddenly irrational

How about for once in your pathetic little life you consider someone else?
You know, its really not that god damned hard.

I can't believe you would EVER say the shit you do to me
and then when I get angry
YOU TURN AROUND
AND SAY THAT I'M THE ONE
WHO TREATS YOU LIKE SHIT

What the FUCK is wrong with you?
Obviously, you need to go see another FUCKING therapist.
I don't GIVE A SHIT
if ANYTHING I do makes you uncomfortable

OH SORRY
DID I DROP THE EFF BOMB IN FRONT OF THE TEACHER?
WOW. IR EALLY COULD GIVE A SHIT BECAUSE SINCE SHE DIDN'T SAY SOMETHING, SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T.
IF ITS MAKING YOU NERVOUS, PLEASE, ALLOW ME TO DO IT AGAIN.
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK


Oh sure
Sorry
I'M BEING IMMATURE
I'M BEING OVER DRAMATIC

I'M SORRY FOR BEING INSULTED OVER THE FACT
YOU CALLED ME
A FUCKING
HOBO
BECAUSE I WOULDN'T TAKE YOU TO TACO BELL BECAUSE I LITERALLY
LITERALLY
DID NOT HAVE A CAR
OR A HOUSE
OR ANY FUCKING MONEY
BECAUSE MY DAD STOLE THE CAR KEYS
TOOK ALL THE MONEY
AND KICKED MY MOM AND I OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE FOR TWO DAYS



I have NEVER been so INFURIATED by someone in my entire FUCKING LIFE

You expect ME to be YOUR bestfriend and you say that TO ME.
You ask me what I have to be stressed about
I dare you to spend one day in my fucking shoes
Lets see how long you last without parents
Lets see how long you would last without EVERY SINGLE THING YOU WANT

And why do you get it?
Because you make your mom feel sorry for you UNTIL she buys it for you.
And if that doesn't work, you lie to her.
And she probably thinks you're the most precious thing in the god damned world.
Well apparently she doesn't pay attention to you as much as you think you do.

God DAMNIT.
I'm so fucking DONE WITH YOU.