Sunday, October 16, 2011

Surreal.

I had this really surreal dream last night, and I want to write it down before I forget it.

At first I was sitting on the shore of a lake. It was night, and my friend and I were sitting next to each other and talking about our past lives. It was supposedly our first time meeting, so we had a lot to talk about. We were both dressed in white, and behind us was a large lake house with black trim and shutters.

After a while, I closed my eyes and I found myself in a house. It wasn't the same as the one behind me. All the doors were different colors and there was a flight of stairs at the end of the hallway. I started going into each of the different colored rooms, and each one had a different "original character" I have created inside.

The first room belonged to a pair of people I created, both of which were artificial. One is named Ezekiel. He's a cyborg character I created, and the other is also named Ezekiel. He was a biological experiment that was created to mimic the appearance of an angel. They had their wrists slit, but no blood was coming out. The door and the entire room was painted white and the two characters were laying in a pair of matching, white silk hammocks that were hanging from one side of the room to the other. It was just big enough for them to lay comfortably. There was a large floor to ceiling window on the opposite wall from the door and all that was showing in was extremely bright, white light. In the walls, the two have their names etched and stitched back up. I closed the door and locked it from the outside.

I then moved onto the second room, where another one of my characters was. The door is black but the entirety of the room on the inside is pink. His name is Kenjin, and he was one of the first characters I ever created. Instead of the room being a bedroom, he's looking into a mirror hanging against the wall in a bathroom-like room. Its extremely small. If he immediately stepped back from the vanity, he would collide with the toilet and the wall opposite from me is basically the shower/bathtub. He's commenting about how ugly he is and how no one will ever love him. He gets angry and breaks the mirror, and I, once again, close the door and lock it from the outside.

The third room I enter is completely red, just like the door it corresponds to. Inside is a large bed, and my character named Sasha. He's dressed in a red dress that is unnaturally short from the lolita-esque ones I make him wear. He's laying on the bed, hugging a pillow and staring at the wall rather empti-ly. I leave him in peace and lock the door from the outside.

The fourth room I enter is baby blue. There is a computer desk, a bed, and a play pen that you put babies in. My very first character is sitting in it. His name is (once again) Ezekiel. I've always called him Zeke, though. For the first time I entered the house, I spoke. I said "Good boy," and patted him on the head. He looked up at me and smiled, so I left, but I didn't lock the door, nor close it.

The very last room I enter has an archway entering and leaving into a brown-colored living room. There is no one inside, and its decorated with posters of Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, and the like. It actually looks a lot like my friend's (in real life) room. The only difference is the way the walls are painted. They're just plain navy blue. There's a  bed next to the door and on the opposite wall there's a light. Other than the posters, there's various painted ones. I look at one in particular that was titled "Mommy's nightmares". All the pictures painted onto it are nightmares I remember quite clearly. The one I most recognize is one I had about two years ago, in which someone killed everyone I knew with a chainsaw then killed themselves in my room only for me to find them just before I woke up. The person actually looked like someone I met about a month later.

I noted how creepy it was before walking into the living room where my entire family was. None of us said anything. My dog was sleeping on the floor, my dad was in a recliner, and my sisters and mom were lined up in the couch. They were all watching TV and the walls had windows going all the way around. I went back through the rooms to the hallway before waking up.

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