Huff.

Its not sneaking around.
Whatever it is, you shouldn't have to do it.
I didn't know how to word it.
You haven't done anything wrong.
I'm tired of having to do this over and over again too, that's why I've been changing myself. So we don't have to deal with this anymore.
My real reason for hating him...
And they are pretty consistent. I have the same reasons.
His suicidal whatever, the lying, the obsession... etc. I don't remember if I ever told you, but suicide isn't something I like discussing or hearing about. Someone that was rather close to me did it, and I don't need that threat again.
I had a feeling this would happen since the day he told me he liked you.
Remember when you went through my bookshelves and took out that journal?
Remember me taking it and ripping out three or four pages?
They were from the day he told me that.
I was upset because I knew you would fall for whatever it was he was doing.
If you don't believe me, I still have them.

I don't see how you can't talk about this.
Its not wrong.
I'll give you your time.
When you're ready or whatever then say something.
I'm always willing, and I'm sure I've said that a few times.